Sunday, October 10, 2010

Thinking... Oh No

I was just thinking

What if I had chosen a different path earlier on

What if I hadn't kept my morals

Would I be who I am today?

Or would I hate the person I had become.

Would I have different friends?

Would I be in a different place?

Or would I be incomplete?

Would I change someones life...

Would I make someone cry

Would I just want to ... die?



No.

No.

No.

My life lived today, the the path I chose

Sure, there has been ups and downs,

but just the same, I would not have my life, any...other... way.



Because my path and God, is what made me...

ME.

That is all.

Westie<3

Family

I have kept my promise and am writing about something I am thankful for 1 month

Today, being Thanksgiving I spent a great deal of time with my family.

That is what I want to express my thanks to this particular day.

God has given me one of the most amazing families in the entire world.

My immediate family consists of my mother, my father and myself. My brother recently moved back home ( 2 years ago) and brought his wife with him. Together they have two children, and they are the joy of my life.

I grew up more or less an only child because both of my brothers lived far away. For this reason, I spent a lot of time with my Dad's brother's children. What a blessing ( and while I was younger, a curse haha ) they have been to me.

Growing up, I had this bond with those 5 boys in my family that I will never be able to replace. Sure, I was teased an tortured to no end, but through all that I knew that they loved me.

I went to my Uncle and Aunt's house tonight for Thanksgiving dinner, and it felt like it always does, like home. These people have cared for me since day one, this is because we are a family, and without them, I wouldn't be who I am today.

You see, God blessed me with this family because he knew that without them I could not be strong, I could not be able, and I would not be me. Without my amazing family, I wouldn't be able to face another day.

I am incredibly thankful that God created these amazing people in my family.

Thanks God

You always know what's best for us, although it may not seem it at times.

That is all.

Westie<3