Oh my goodness
I am a full blown university student...
AND I LOVE IT WITH MY ENTIRE LIFE!
The amount of change that has taken place in this past month, and end of last month is actually extraordinary!
I can hardly believe what I have done with my life in such a short amount of time.
As you all known, I am a Christian, and I since camp my walk has been even stronger as I have mentioned in just the past fews blogs I have written. God has recently told me to make some choices, and clearly, they have been the right ones. I won't go into detail, but a lot of things have changed with my thoughts recently, and I am very glad. I am glad because of the opportunities that have come out of it. And boy, am I thankful.
I was feeling trapped for a while, trapped within myself. Trapped in some of the relationships that I have been have with different people, and that just wasn't working for me. I was often found to be in a depressed state of mind, and feeling as if the feeling wouldn't go away.
At that point I realized that I had to fix this problem, but the issue was that I didn't know what the problem was, and that scared me a bit. As the days went by God revealed the problem to me, and I realized that I would have to make a change and fast. I couldn't handle university with what I was dealing with.
More or less my problem was i was unsure about things and I didn't like it. I had been expressing something that hadn't been feeling in months, since at least May, and I think that was one of my problems. I needed to change things, fortunately , my heart had moved on months before I actually made my choice of what to do.
Now I am happy. I am pleased to say after months and months of sadness things have improved, and I am once again happy with who I am. I have made new friend, grown up, and went my own way. It was awesome , and it has been awesome.
What a life I have but hey! I am not complaining because I have been so blessed with so many things, and it is just great how one amazing person can reveal so much to one child out of billions.
That is all,
Westie<3
who needs one eyebrow?:)
